The foxes and the hounds

So I finally got to participate in a fox hunt at Sarah's Island. It's a super kiny fun place, primaraly focused on pony play, but it has lots of other things avalable there too. The fox hunt is one. In it you choose if you want to be a fox, a dog, or a hunter. The foxes are the prey, and the dogs and hunters try to bag them. In the hunt I was in, I was a fox (Duh. Like I'd be anything but prey ;) ). We had 6 foxes total being hunted by 2 dogs and 2 hunters.

Ok, here are the rules. Foxes ger a prey hud, dogs get a bite hud and hunters get guns. If a dog bites a fox, they're stunned for a bit and can't move. If a hunter shoots a fox, they they get bound and are out. Oh, and foxes have to be nekkid the whole time, or in a open catsuit ;)

So, I didn't do bad for my first time. Out of the 6 foxes, I was the 5th caught. I even managed to outpace both dogs at the same time for about a minute ;) Still the thing that amazed me was my friend Iiowyn Oryl. She was blindfolded the whole time and was the very last fox caught. Here's what she saw the whole time she was on the run



Blows me away she managed to keep from being caught while seeing nothing but that.

So after all the foxes were caught we were all astung up and the hunters poses with their prizes



Then, we were all taken to the Slutterium entryway at Sarah's and posed as statues. I had to leave quickly to do an event for KK (Which is why there's no statue pics). It was alot of fun and I'm deffinently going to try and make the next hunt.

My sweet Kitti

So, since it's Valentine's day (for another hour still where I am), I thought I'd post about a very special person. As some of you might know, I’ve met someone. Her name is Kitti Control. I actually knew her for a while, but recently I got close to her, after Ralna suggested we might want to talk a bit since we have a lot in common. Boy, was she right. I swear Kitti and I are so alike it’s scary. We’re the same age, both like hypnosis (though she has a lot more firsthand experience with it then I do), and we both love dolls (being them I mean, LOL). There's times she's said something that I was thinking.

Kitti is wonderful. She has been helping me practice going deeper. She tends to make me her pet, or her doll. It really is a wonderful feeling. If there’s ever an issue with me being confused by a command, or feeling odd, Kitti helps by walking me through the problem. I’ve also been practicing hypnotizing her. Kitti has a lot of experience with being hypnotized, so she’s taught me a lot. I’m more confident hypnotizing her. She will give me guidance if I get stuck or need help.

Kitti is the love of my Second Life. We’re going to get married soon, likely at the end of the month. I want to do a ceremony, something official, but I’m not sure what. But, the thought of being a blushing bride to my wonderful Kitti makes me all tingly ;) I’m also going to give Kitti my collar as well. The thought of being her partner and her sub is a wonderful one.

1 year old today!

So, this is my one year aniversary of my blog. Time just seems to fly, huh? I never expected to still be in SL after a year, let alone still blogging. But, I just can't seam to get enough of either. I thought after a year, it might be fun to show how much I've changed, look wise, in SL. As you know, everyone starts with a base avatar. Well, after a year of poking, tweeking, and fiddling, I'm finally at a point where I'm happy with my look. The image on the left is me last January. On the right is me now. Big change huh?

Anyways, I thought I'd do something alot of people have been asking me for for a while. I just recently found out how to do SLURLs. That allows you to click on the link, and receve a TP in SL to go to the place the link is for. Lots of peopel keep asking for info on places I've shown in my blog. So, I figure doing SLURLs for them all would be a good idea!

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Dark%20Delights/215/197/25 - This is the place that had the Real Slut machine, the first blow-up doll AV I found in SL, and the forniphillia statue set. Very kinky place.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Kayliwulf%20West/138/118/600 - Kayliwulf Kingdom. Honewstly, this place has kind of almost been like home for me. I still pose there almost every night. It's a wonderful place, and I just love it.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Matriarch/168/84/25 - The puppysuit I got a while back I purchased here. they also have alot of other kinky toys too. Good place to look for playtoys.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/SarahsPlayIsland/36/192/469 - Sarah's Play island. This place is a ponyplay/BDSM wonderland. I mean, what other place has a strip card game where the loser could be sentence to such kinky things like "Become a rubber doll" or "Become a pony girl". They also have a great mall there too.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Sensations/185/152/48 - The place where I got my collar. This place has really grown since the last time I was there. I might just have to stop by again sometime.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Shiny%20Falls/147/64/31 - This is home to Eddie Esher designs, the shop where I got my gynoid skin as well as a few fun toys.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Sense/192/64/300 - Home to one of the shop formerly called 6ixth Sense, this store has some of the most detailed AVs I've evere seen. Some have over 1000 prims to them. Very pricy but well worth it. My Gynoid parts came from here.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Bishop/183/231/301 - Kalira's School for Dollification. The school run by my good friend, hypnotist, and dollmaker Kalira.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Mew/147/106/751 - The House of Fa. This is the place where I got my naga AV. I don't wear it too often, which is too bad since it looks so good.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Eden%20Valley/201/66/27 - Hypnodolls, makers of the Hypnotron. If you have any interest in hypnosis, mind control, robots, or dolls, this is a great place to meet people with similar intrests.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Temenos/150/154/100 Jungle Voodoo. This is where I got my Neko AV at. It's quickly become one of my favorites. I go Neko more then any other AV I have.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/galactica/89/114/31 Here's where I got Ingrid's latexificaton machine at. This one seems to be a real favorite. I get more questions about it then almost any other thing in my blog. It's also where Rei's blow-up doll AVs are avalible at.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Cleary/100/118/114 Sitting Pretty, the glue/sticky toy store.

http://slurl.com/secondlife/Avaria%20Tor/224/28/270 Grendel Children. Hands down, this is one of the best places in all of SL to find cool AVs for great prices. I have a huge amount I still need to post. But that's something for another day.

Happy anniversary to me!

I can hardly believe it, but this month marks my one year anniversary in SL. It amazes me to think that it's been a year already. It's find it amazing to think of all that I've done in a year. I went from being a shy noob to a total social butterfly. I also have learned alot, both about me and about people in general. I figure the anniversary would be a good time for me to reflect a bit on it.

One thing that particularly amazes me is where I'm at at Kayliwulf Kingdom. Daphne has made me assistant model trainer and a manager in the fashion shows. I never intended to become either. It just kinda happened. I mean, when I started SL, I found KK a fascinating place. I liked hanging out there. When my friend Manequin got hired as a model, she suggested I ask too. I did and I was shocked when Daphne hired me. And I have to admit, it's a wonderful job. It's like one big family, and honestly, better then may alternative jobs I could have taken. So, I did my best, and tried to be friendly and enthusiastic. That wasn't hard, given how fun KK can be. Soon Daphne asked me to help with the fashion shows, and then more recently, to help train models. Given how much I just like to help, I was glad too. I guess it just amazes me sometimes how much I like working at KK and how glad I am I got hired on there.

In one year, Ive been collared 3 times. From each, I learned something different and important. From Mya, I learned alot about role playing. She taught me the basics, and helped encourage me to grow and learn better how to role play. She also taught me how easy it is to get emotionally invested. When she left, it hit me harder then I ever expected it too. But, I know it was the right thing for her to do and I thank her for doing it.

From Ralna, I learned the importance on honesty in a domme/sub relationship. Ralna knows more about me then just about anyone. I've told her things I wouldn't tell anyone else. She also taught me patience and loyalty. I told her once that we would be BFF, best friends forever, and through thick and thin, I've stood by that promise Also, our relationship showed me how hard it can be if two people are in two different time zones.

Finally, from Kiki, I learned the lesson that I shouldn't rush into things, that it's best to make sure that I know what I want before I say yes. Kiki, I apologize for saying yes, then leaving almost right away. I realize that I wasn't ready.

Speaking of collars, apparently, I'm a total catch of a sub. I have gotten dozens and dozens of offers from many different types of dommes. While, they have slowed down a bit now that I announced I'm not looking to be collared anymore, I still know a few people that ask on a regular basis. It's very flattering, especially given that my knowledge about being a sub, was pretty much gained in the one year since I've been here.

I also have to mention my partner, Jango. She is a sweety, very kinky and very loving at the same time. We recently parted ways. The split was mutual. She met someone in RL and I didn't want to cause any confusion. After all RL comes first. Always.

I've made many other close friends; Kitti, Daphne, Amea, Kalira, Aru, Gob, Tape, Tara, Ravena, Leticia, Dreampaint, Alanya, and many many others. Some, like Leticia, I've known for almost the whole time I've been here. Others, like Dreampaint, I just met. But, there each and every one special to me. One thing that always amazes me is just how international SL is. I have friends from all over the planet; Lots from Germany (I remember one occasion I was the only non-German speaking person in a crowd of people. And I knew every one of them), England, Australia, Canada, and China. Heck, I even met someone from Iran once. Now that surprised me.

I've also lost some friends too. In some cases we just drifted apart. Schedules in RL make it hard sometimes to meet up. In others, they just disappear. Two in particular, Maniquin and Nikki, I miss alot. I hope there doing OK. If either of you see this, drop me an email or an IM. I'd love to hear from you.

I've found out more about hypnosis in one year then the whole rest of my life put together. I went from being a curious sceptic, to a full believer. It truly amazes me what the subconscious mind can accomplish.

I also learned that looks can be deceiving. I was surprised to find just how many people out there play the opposite sex then they are in RL. Mostly, it seems to be men playing women, but I know there are women playing men out there too. Honestly, I don't care at all what someone plays in SL even if I know their RL sex. I treat them as they choose to play.

I've also found that there are a lot of submissives out there. If I was more comfortable with being a domme, I might even consider taking a few myself. That's actually something else I've found. I do have a domme side, ands apparently, I'm a pretty good one. But I never seem to be comfortable in doing it

I also got to see some rather unpleasant things as well. I remember once having a total stranger walk up to me and offered to give me a few thousand Lindens (A couple buck US dollars) if I'd strip for him via webcam. I've heard horror stories of Gor, seen abusive D/S relationships, and had many occasions where a total random stranger had IMed me looking for sex. But, even with that bad, the good monentsa far outwigh them by a large margin.

So, one year ends, the next begins. What lies ahead, I don't know. But, I will say, I'm not planning on stopping playing SL anytime soon. See you there!

Yora the wind-up doll

So today, I was invited to my Mistress's house for the first time. It's a nice place, big and beautiful looking. Tindo and Sarae were there already. Both were puppies now! Mistress had them show me there trick where they pretend to be human. They stood up and explained to me that Mistress had told them a secret that made a lot of sense to them. They were both pets that were only pretending to be human. So both of her Pets seemed very happy.

Mistress then left me in the hands of Toy, her other slave. Toy began to give me a backrub. I started to feel more and more relaxed as she massaged me, like all my tension, my cares, my thoughts were draining away. I remember laying down as she massaged me. Then everything went blank.

The next thing I knew I was standing up. I knew what I was. I was a doll. A wind-up doll that belonged to Mistress Kiki. I needed to be wound up every day by her. If I don't, I can't move or talk. I want to turn and tell her, but I slumped over. I hadn't been wound up today. Mistress then walked over to me and wound me up. I was so happy she showed me what i really was. i thanked her right away.

I'm going to get a little HUD timer that will count down my time left I can move. If Mistress doesn't wind me before it runs down, I can't move. For real. I'm a bit nervous about it because it could run down at a very bad time. But, honestly, it sounds like a lot of fun. I can't wait!

Just an Object.

So, my friend Tindo and her clone Sarae (Long story. I'll save it for another post) were in Kayliwulf the other day when they bumped into a woman named Kiki Huet. Kiki invited them back to her place to talk for a bit. Tindo didn't know what to expect, but I had a hunch, given she was a Mistress with a slave on a leash, that she was looking to collar them. Less then an hour later Tindo IMed me and said I was right. she accepted.

So, being a good friend, and given that this was Tindo's first time being collared, I wanted to find out more about Kiki. Play the big sister so to speak. So I contacted her and we talked for a while. And before I knew it, Kiki offered to collar me and make me her Object! Yes, Object with a capital O. She gives new names to all her slaves. Needless to say, I was a bit unsure. i did like Kiki. She was very nice to me, and I could tell she was pretty kinky too. But I had just met her.

A few days later, after much deliberation, and checking with Jango to make sure she was alright with it, I made up my mind. I told Kiki yes. so I'm her object for her to change however she wished. I have no idea what will happen to me. But, I'm very excited. And believe me I'll blog all about it!

Owned again.

Hello everyone. It's been a while since the last post and something big happened. I'm owned again. Ralna, sweet dear wonderful Ralna is now my Mistress. I'm very happy now. And the funny thing is it started off with ustalking about a bet ;)



Ralna is a wonderful mistress to serve. Very sweet at times, and very bad at others. I was woried that this might damage our friendship, but I was very very wrong. And I'm so glad about that. I also gained sisters, Marie, Bibi, and Bobby, and i love them all.

The many masks I wear in SL

One thing I got to thinking about lately is how different I act in SL at times. I’ve done things that I would never think of doing in RL. Part of it is the anonymity factor the SL offers. No one knows who I am in RL, so if I embrace myself by doing something stupid, it’s not as much of a big deal.

But it’s not just that. I act entirely different in SL depending upon what I’m doing and who I’m with. I kinda think of these as different rolls to act out or masks to put on. It’s hard to explain. It’s not like I’m a different person when I’m Bubbly Yora as opposed to Slut Yora. They’re all me.

Bubbly Yora- I call it Bubbly Yora, because I’m always upbeat, happy, and perky. This is the main way I act. I tend to do lots of ;) and LOLs. I also joke around a lot, sometimes getting myself in trouble (Especially if I forget to hide my cuffs). I also talk a lot. Sometimes when I’m IMing, I’ll look up and realize that I’ve rambled so long that the other person hasn’t answered me in 5 minutes. This is the main way I am in SL.

Kinky Yora- This is how I am when I discover a new fetish or play an existing one. I’m curious and inquisitive. I use /me a lot to role play properly. If it’s a new kink I want to find out as much as I can about it. I’m open minded and I will never turn down any offer to try something new. This is the aspect that I most closely live by my SL motto “I’ll try anything at least once, otherwise how will I know if I like it of not.”

Slut Yora- Yes, I’m not all sweet and innocent. I have a slutty side too. I tend to be a bit of a tease. However, when I’m this way, I’m all about sex and getting laid. I don’t get this way a lot. Mostly if someone really turns me on. This is different then Kinky Yora, because Slutty Yora is all about sex, not necessarily play.

Sub Yora-When I say Sub Yora, I don’t mean me as a sub. It’s more how I act around someone in higher station then me, be it the person playing the domme to me, a friend's domme, or someone I respect. I’m very quiet and extremely respectful. In my mind a sub speaks when told to. I still emote though. I don’t want the other person to think I went AFK because I haven’t said anything. Master or Mistress is always capitalized. They are like proper titles. I actually did this without being told to. Just made sense to me. I tend to slip into this roll very easily

Domme Yora-This is probably my rarest roll. Mya and Ralna really helped me to learn to be a domme. I tend to play coy, pulling out a toy and teasing them a bit with it before I really go at it. Sometimes I’ll stop and let them squirm a bit. Make them beg for me to continue. I’m also a lot more unsympathetic. I know this doesn’t sound like much, or that I’m a really good domme. But I’m still learning to be a domme. And as such this roll is always changing.

Friend Yora- This is me with my closest friends. Kind, honest caring, always willing to listen, and willing to do anything to help someone. I’m also a great person to tell a secret to, as I will never willingly betray someone’s trust. This is the closest to how I am in RL. Now I’m not saying that I don’t also have a bit of the other rolls in me in RL. But this is the closest to the real me.

So 6 aspects of myself that I play in SL. I might have more, I don’t know. Every day I find out more about myself. My likes, dislikes, and who I am as a person. This is why I love SL. It’s an incredible learning experience.

BTW, I'm curious, does ayone else think of how they act in SL like this? Or am I all alone thinking ths way? Please post some comment's if you do.

My friends in SL: Ralna

First off, I wanna say sorry about taking so long to update my blog. RL has kept me very busy. On the upside, I should have about 3 or 4 more posts coming pretty quickly ;). I’m planning on posting a bit about my newest hypnosis experience, do a fashion show of some of the best AVs and outfits I’ve found, tell everyone about a contest I won, and a bunch of other stuff.

So today’s post is a bit different from others I’ve done. I want to introduce everyone to some of my friends I met in SL, as opposed to just things I’ve done. The first one I want to introduce is Ralna Payne. We met about a month back. She was introduced to me by another friend, Nicolette. Ralna, was looking for a job. So I told her I’d help her, see if I couldn’t get her hired on at Kayliwulf as a model (She did get hired on. Everyone there likes her a lot)

Ralna and I are best friends. I’ve told her things I’ve never told anyone else, in SL or RL. We both tend to like many of the same things. Were also both children of the 80’s ;)

Ralna is pretty open, willing to try just about anything. When we first met, Ralna was 100% domme. The only colors she would wear were black and red. After a bit of talking, she told me she’d like to try being a sub every once in a while, just to see what it was like. But she didn’t want to be someone’s slave. So, I offered to try being a domme for her.

This was a new experience for both of us, each of us teaching the other how they should act. So we changed clothes, hair, everything to look the roll. Ralna wore pink for the first time. And I wore a red catsuit, the first time I haven’t worn pink in a long time ;)

Honestly, we both found we liked it. Being a domme was a bit of a thrill. And Ralna seemed to love being the sub from time to time. Neither of us are switching full time, but neither of us are 100% one way now.

One thing I quickly found was Ralna’s fondness for bondage. Being a fan of it myself, we both have had a lot of fun. The most memorable one was on Valentines Day. We were both at KK, when we say two of the other models there, Piper and Heather playing around a bit. Piper had activated a cage with Heather’s collar. Ralna then asked me if my collar could do the same. She liked the cage, and said she wanted to be locked in it with me.

So we stepped a bit out of the way, and she gave the cage command. We were both trapped. Ralna then told me to take my collar off. That way she couldn’t leave the cage by giving the uncage command. We were trapped now. No escape. Not that either of us really wanted out ;)

Ralna then got a wicked idea. She used my cuffs and shackled my ankles together. That way, even if I somehow got out of the cage, I still wasn’t going anywhere. She then put there cuffs on and I did the same to her. We ended up spending the night hogtied and on display in the middle of the store for everyone to see.

We both have a great time together. I’m honestly very lucky to have met her. She’s a wonderful person, and being her friend has helped me to discover new things about myself.

No longer owned

Well, this really wasn't a post I was expecting to do. Mya, for a variaty of reasons, has decided to no longer be my Mistress.I have to admit, it came as a bit of a suprise. What also came as a suprise was how I felt. I actually started crying in RL. I'm better now, though. Everyone really helped me, especially Gobblebom, Daphne, and Ralna. I'm taking the weekend off from SL. I need to clear my head a bit. I'll be camping at Kayliwulf, but I'm not going to be responding to any IMs until Monday.

Dark transformation

Every time my Mistress and I role play together, I’m always amazed at how wonderfully twisted she can be. Recently, our RP has taken on a very dark feel, one that I never would have imagined that I’d like.

It started when we were together in the apartment. My Mistress wanted to see me change out of the pink catsuit I was wearing (As I said before, my Mistress is Goth. She really doesn’t like pink) and show her the nicest dress I had. Unfortunately, I don’t own many dresses. Most of the clothing I own is either a lot of freebie stuff or more fetishy stuff. What I had was either way to casual or incredibly over the top dressy. So, my Mistress decided to take me out shopping for something nice.

We went to a mall, which one I don’t remember, and wandered around a bit looking at the wide variety of clothing they had. At one shop, Trilobite, they had a box of pasties available. I mentioned to my Mistress that I liked them. She then bought the box and gave it to me. She then told me to go back to the apartment right away. That peaked my interest a bit. I knew it meant she had an idea, but I never expected what it was.

Once home, she told me to take off my top and put on the pentacle design pasties (There like a pentagram, except the star points up). Once I had them on she launched right into a RP. Her hands erupted in blue flamed and she grabbed me by the breasts. This seared the marks onto my skin. There was no pain, only an overwhelming wave of pleasure. I buckled and fell to my knees. My mistress explained that she had just marked me. That I was bound to her, body, soul, and mind. She did this so she could draw energy from me, to fuel her spells. The more docile and submissive I was, the more energy she could draw.



I didn’t know what to say. This was so totally unexpected. And yet very exciting. She then told me that she had also tainted my body with darkness, a growing corruption that would affect my mind, making me think twisted thoughts. She explained that this was connected to what she did to my breasts. She then grabbed my nipple and squeezed. An inky black liquid oozed out. He explained that this was Dark Mothers Milk. It was corruption incarnate. My body was constantly producing it now, and the more I had filling my breasts, the darker and darker my thoughts and actions would become.

She told me that if I milked myself, and removed the corrupting influence from my body, the effect would lessen. The problem I found was that I couldn't milk myself. Every time I tried, waves of pleasure hit me, making me play with myself instead. I began to grow more and more worried as my breasts swelled larger, and my mind felt darker.

After we finished playing for the evening, my Mistress asked me what I though. I told her I was surprised by this twist. But honestly I liked it. Surprises keep me on my toes and RP this was a lot of fun. Glad that I liked it we both called it a night.




A few days later we RPed again. At this point my breasts were bulging, swollen to painful limits by the lack of milking. It also effected my mind. I wanted to have some sweet, innocent thing drink from me, and be entirely corrupted, reduced to nothing more than my personal milking machine. I was even dressing differently. Gone was pink, replaced by black. Mistress asked i I wished to be milked, and I quickly said yes. She then gave me a dildo with two tubes running out of it. at the end of the tubes was a pair of suction cups.

She told me to put the suction cups on my breasts and use the dildo. The action would create suction, pulling the milk from my breasts, down the tube, and to the dildo. I did as she said and was lost in pure bliss. While I was pleasuring myself, my Mistress asked me if I liked being milked like a cow. Not thinking, I said yes. she responded that she was glad to hear that. That she was going to transform me into a brainless, docile, cow girl (Not a cow cow girl. A human milk producer) She told me to get a cow suit together for next time we play.

Next post is going to be on something big that happened to me and my Mistress. Something REALLY REALLY big.

Going to school...Doll school that is!

It's kinda started off as a slow week for me on SL. My Mistress was busy in RL, so I occupied myself by shopping for furniture and toys for our apartment and practicing my building skills. My Mistress mentioned that she wanted a pair of glass display tubes for myself and Jasmine. After a very frustrating time off attempting to script the pose correctly, I gave up and bought two for $99 each. There not bad, but I still want to make better ones later.

While I was doing this, I was contacted by Kalira Seibert. She runs a place called School for Dollification. She transforms anyone who attends her school into any type of doll that they want to become! She uses RP and actually hypnosis, something I had always wanted to try. I talked with her for quite a while, and finally decided that I had to attend. The only problem was I had to convince my Mistress to let me.



Once I finally asked my Mistress, she was initially hesitant to let me attend. She was worried that I might leaving her, especially since I hadn't seen her in a few days. I reassured her that I wasn't, that I belonged to her. I only wanted to attend the school because I wanted to be a doll, even when she wasn't online. I also asked that we both be involved, if she let me attend. I told her to pick what type of doll I was to be transformed into. She seemed to like that idea, so she selected that I be changed into a dark fetish doll. Kinda like a Barbie, except in latex ;)

So with my Mistress's blessing, I finally started the transformation. Kalira suggested a few files foe me to download. Mostly stuff to help me fall into a trance. The first couple of times I tried, nothing happed. Apparently I wanted it to work so badly, that I wasn't focusing enough. Finally after about a dozen listenings of the MP3 file, I started to feel myself drift off. I wasn't fully in a trance, but I was getting closer.

Elated by this, I tried again. This time, I think I went fully under. I don't remember it happening. One moment I was listening to the file, the next, I woke up when i was told to. I told Kalira about this and she was just as exited as I was. We the tried an actual face to face session. She slowly counted me down, and I could feel myself almost floating. I didn't get fully put under, but wow, I was close. So very, very close! It was a wonderful feeling, so calm and relaxing. I'm hoping soon I can go all the way and finally get to truly feel what it's like to be a perfect dolly ;)

My life as an Object, part 2

So, yesterday I mentioned Maniquin and I helping someone find something in Kayliwulf Kingdom. Her name was Kaitlin and she was very nice. She must have just been taken on as a sub, just like me, because her Mistress gave her a list of items to get. She had stopped to Kayliwulf to pick up one of the FetishDoll shapes. After she picked up one up in the FetishDoll skin pack, we started to talk a bit. One thing she mentioned was a certain hair style that I happened to know exactly where to buy it. I offered to teleport her there and show her where it was. She said yes, so away we went to the Gnubie store. After picking up the hair, I tried to help her with the other things she needed. I didn’t recognize and of the item names, but one location rang a bell. So I gave her a landmark to where she needed to go. I would have gone with her, but Maniquin was still waiting for me at Kayliwulf. She seemed very grateful for my help and after saying thanks, she went on her way.

The next day, while building the loft for my mistress, Kaitlin IMs me. I tell her that I’m currently with my Mistress. Kaitlin then asks if she could meet my Mistress. I ask my Mistress, and she says yes. So I TPed Kaitlin. After I introduce her to my Mistress, my Mistress asks why she wanted to meet her. At this point, I realize I never asked Kaitlin why she wanted to meet my Mistress, so I had absolutely no idea what she was going to say. Kaitlin tells her how helpful I was to her the other day in helping her find the items she needed. I was a little suprised to say the least. after all, I just thought I was doing my job. While I continue working, my Mistress and Kaitlin begin to talk. My Mistress asks Kaitlin who her Mistress is, what she likes about being a sub, and all sorts of other questions. I got the impression that my Mistress liked Kaitlin, which is very good. As I said, Kaitlin seemed very nice, and I’m so glad my Mistress approved of her.

Later that evening, as my Mistress was about to get offline, her Mistress paid another visit. Before she logged off, my Mistress told me to follow Mistress’s order as if they were her own. My Mistress also told me to give her a tour of the apartment. After greeting Mistress, and showing her around, Mistress asked me a few more questions, like why I wasn’t wearing the pink catsuit she told me to wear yesterday. I explained to her that my mistress had ordered me out of it. This answer seemed to please her.

She also asked if I enjoyed greeting my Mistress all wrapped up tight in my puppygirl costume. Of course I said yes. I have to admit, wearing my puppygirl outfit and waiting patiently for my Mistress to come home, so I can greet her by licking her boots, has really been an interesting feeling. Part of me hopes she’ll keep me in the suit all night, taking me out for a walk on my leash like a good little puppy. Mistress then told me that from now on, every time I first see my Mistress that evening, I’m to greet her in my puppygirl suit. Then, unless my Mistress says otherwise, I’m to wear my pink catsuit. Mistress then said goodbye to me, and I was all alone. I continued working on the loft and catwalk, wanting it to be finished when my Mistress arrived home tomorrow. Then, I left to go shopping for a few items for my Mistress’s playroom.

Mistress had ordered me to show some initiative, and find and weird, dark, and kinky toys that I could. I was also told to contact designers as well, to give them ideas that fit my Mistress’s desires. So I picked up a few items. I bought a slave storage case, a cage, and a few other items. I've also tried contacting a few designers, with no responces so far. Then, finally, a long day over, I went back to Kayliwulf Kingdom, and collapsed on my mannequin stand. I must say, I’ve enjoyed every moment of being a sub so far.

In other news, there’s a party at Kayliwulf Kingdom tomorrow! My Mistress was kind enough to give me permission to attend. If you see me there say hi, OK? I’ll probably be dancing the night away. ;)

My life as an object

So my first three days as Mistress Mya’s sub have been very interesting, to say the least. The first day consisted of us mostly looking at apartments, trying to find a place to rent so we’d have a private place to play. One thing that did surprise me a bit when I saw my Mistress was the fact that she was wearing the pink catsuit I had made her purchase for out role playing. This role play had me being a dolly, who had decided to make the tough Goth Mya her plaything, basically turning her into the toy of a toy. Being a Goth, I knew she didn’t really like it, which was part of the reason I had her buy it. To really humiliate her a bit, since the dolly liked to play nasty with her toy. But, I wasn’t going to ask any questions, especially on my first day of being a sub.



We finally found a very nice place, and began to move in. It turns out I had a lot more furniture in my inventory that I expected, though most of it is too bright and sunny for my Mistress’s tastes. Finally, after getting some basic furniture out, my Mistress decided to play with me a bit before getting offline for the evening. My mistress decided that I should lick her boots clean, to show what a good sub I am. So of course, not wanting to disappoint my Mistress, I began to do just that. While this is happening, my Mistress IMs me, and asks if I knew her Mistress. I was surprised. I didn’t realize that my Mistress had a Mistress. I said no. Mistress Mya then told me that that was the reason she was in the catsuit. Her Mistress was making her wear it for four days. She also said that her Mistress apparently knew who I was, and had asked about me. I replied that I had never met her Mistress before. My Mistress then got offline.

Suddenly, a voice said hello to me! Apparently, my Mistress’s Mistress Gwen Kasei had been watching us! I looked around but I couldn’t see her anywhere. So being a good, sub I replied to her IM, since I wasn’t sure if she could till hear me. Mistress asked if I know who she was. I said yes, telling her what my Mistress had told me. She then told me that since she was my Mistress’s Mistress, that met she was above me as well, and I should treat her just as I would treat my Mistress. Mistress asked if I enjoyed being a sub to my Mistress. I replied that I loved serving my Mistress, and was so glad she had decided to take me on. Then Mistress then asked if I liked being told to lick my Mistress’s boots clean. I responded that it didn’t matter what I liked, that all that was important was what my Mistress wanted. Mistress seemed glad to hear me say that. Then, Mistress told me to put on my puppygirl suit, and to not take it off until after I saw my Mistress tomorrow, and after I greeted her by licking her boots clean again. So I immediately changed into my puppygirl suit.



Mistress then asked if I had a pair of high heal shoes yet. I told her I didn’t, that I hadn’t gotten a pair yet. So Mistress told me to go to a certain shop right now and get a pair. So, in my full puppygirl suit, I went out and got the heels. Once I had them, Mistress told me to put them on, and to never take them off unless another costume requires it. Mistress then dismissed me, leaving me to wait for my Mistress to get back online.

The next day, I waited patiently for my Mistress. I waited for hours for her to get online. Finally she arrived and I greeted her immediately, licking her boots clean. This seemed to amuse my Mistress. She even mentioned that I might become her permanent boot washer. Then my Mistress decided that she wanted to continue our role play we had been doing before she took me on. This surprised me just a bit. Already the second day of me serving as a sub, and I was again back in the domme roll? But I quickly found out that even though I had the power in the role play itself, I was still my Mistress’s sub. While we were playing, she constantly told be what she wanted, and how to please her best. Honestly, I think it was one of the best role plays we had done yet. I really got into it and made it nice and twisted to please my Mistress.



After we finished, my Mistress gave me permission to go back to Kalywulf Kingdom so I could pose as a mannequin once again. After I arrived there, a customer approached my friend Maniquin and I asking for help. While we were showing her what she was looking for, my Mistress’s Mistress appeared! She asked how my Mistress liked the greeting I gave her. I told Mistress that she enjoyed it. Mistress then old me to greet my Mistress the same way tomorrow. She also told me to change into the pink catsuit I was wearing for work, so my Mistress wouldn’t suffer alone. She then left, leaving me to go pose on my stand for another night.

Finally tonight rolls around, and I get online to once again greet my Mistress. I do the exact same as yesterday, licking and cleaning her boots. I’m a little surprised to see my Mistress isn’t wearing her pink catsuit. As I change into my pink catsuit, my Mistress tells me to change into something else, that she’s being naughty and doesn’t want to see any pink at all tonight. So, being a good little sub, I change.

My Mistress then begins to instruct me on decorating the apartment. She had me build an entire loft for out playroom area, complete with catwalk and ramp. I had never made anything on this level before, but it looks like it came out pretty nice. Photos of the work I did will be up later. Right now, I need to get back to SL. Mistress is waiting for me.

Gynoids and I take a big step.

So, something big happened to me last night. Something really, really big. But, it’s going to take a little bit to explain.

One thing I do while I pose at Kayliwulf Kingdom if look at other peoples profiles. I’m always looking to make new friends, and a good way seems to be looking at what groups someone else is in. I also like IMing the other models. One person I IMed was Ingrid. I saw in her profile that she was in a gynoid, or sexy robot group. Up to now, I hadn’t seen any places that sold any gynoid avatars, so I asked Ingrid if she wouldn’t mind telling me if she knew about any good places.

Ingrid then offered to take me around and show me where I could by “parts” to build a gynoid avatar. So Ingrid, her friend Tina, and I all went out shopping. She took me to a shop called *H* Creations that had some really cool parts. You can mix and match them, using different skins and accessories to build a pretty unique look.



Ingrid and Tina both had to leave early, but I kept shopping, looking for a place that Tina had mentioned called Eddie Eshers Gadgets and Skins. I finally tracked the place down after a bit of searching. They had some killer android skins, which really helped with the look I was going for.



I then shot off an IM to Ingrid, thanking her, and wanting to show her what I looked like. We talked for a bit longer, and much to my surprise and delight, she asked if I’d like to become a member of another group she’s in!

I’m not going to say what the group is yet because I’m not a member yet. I will say this; it is very transformation heavy and very kinky. I did need to get a few things before I could join though, so off shopping I went. While I was out getting the stuff I needed, I bumped into Jasmine. We were both surprised to find out that she was going to join the same group I was and we were both shopping for the same things! So we started talking and found out we had a lot in common. We both liked inanimate transformations, mind control, and all sorts of similar stuff. She’s very nice. She showed me the collar she was wearing, the same type I got yesterday, and demonstrated all the stuff it could do.

While we were talking Mya IMed me. After I teleported her, all three of us started talking some more. We eventually got on the topic of role playing. I mentioned that Mya and I were playing, and that we were both having a blast. Eventually, Mya mentioned she was a switch, and likes to play either the domme or sub role. Jasmine asked her if she’d be interested in taking on a couple of dolls, and much to amazement, Mya said yes!



So Jasmine and I both gave Mya ownership of our collars. We also decided to give secondary ownership of my collar to Jasmine and Jasmine’s collar to me, just for any sort of fun scenario that Mya might dream up. We talked a bit to come up with a scenario to play, and we finally settled on Mya being a dark goth girl, that uses her magic to control Jasmine and me, two stuck up party girls. She can do anything she wants to us, warping our body and minds, and there’s not a thing we can do to resist. We played a little bit that night, to help set the theme and to let us get into character. Unfortunately, by the time we started, It was already pretty late, so we had to wrap up quickly.



So now, I’m officially collared and someone owns me. And honestly, I’m glad it’s Mya. I really like her and trust her. Honestly, it’s like a dream come true. I’ve always wanted to do this, to be owned, possessed, used any way someone else wants. I’m so nervous and excited right now. I just know Mya is going to make me pay for forcing her to wear a pink catsuit in our role play, and I can hardly waitto see what she does to me ;)

Puppygirl Yora

Finally, I found a puppygirl suit! I spotted it right as we were wrapping up shopping for the night, and pointed it out to Mya. She wasn’t to into it, but I knew I had to get one. So I went out early the next day before Mya and Leticia got online, and picked one up. The suit comes with a tail that actually wags. The best part though is the arm bindings. There are four sleeves that you wear. One of them contains an animation override that forces you down on your hands and knees. Your arms and legs are forced back, so your hands are on your shoulders, and your feet are on your butt. When you walk you, you’re on you knees and elbows.






After a few days, I decided to get a few pics of me in the suit for my blog. I realized that the outfit just didn't look right without a leash and collar, though ;) So, while searching for anything puppygirl related, I stumbled across a place called the Puppygirl Adoption Center. I couldn't believe it! So I teleported there right away.

After looking around a bit, I did something I still can't believe I did; I put myself up for adoption! I'm so nervous, but so excited. I really hope I get adopted. The thought of becoming someones pet just seems so right, like it's the next step I need to take. After I finished filling out the form, I went shopping, picking up the collar that was recommended. I IMed Leticia and asked if she would help me with a few pictures, specifically if she's hold my leash ;) She was a great sport, and I think the photos came out great.








She was a great sport about it. She even made a Frisbee so I could play fetch ;)







The thing I really like about the collar I got is the fact that when you first wear it, your name is engraved on it! I know you can change what it says, which is good, in case my potential new owner wants to rename me.

Well, everyone keep your fingers crossed for me. I can't wait to find out if I get adopted!