Happy anniversary to me!

I can hardly believe it, but this month marks my one year anniversary in SL. It amazes me to think that it's been a year already. It's find it amazing to think of all that I've done in a year. I went from being a shy noob to a total social butterfly. I also have learned alot, both about me and about people in general. I figure the anniversary would be a good time for me to reflect a bit on it.

One thing that particularly amazes me is where I'm at at Kayliwulf Kingdom. Daphne has made me assistant model trainer and a manager in the fashion shows. I never intended to become either. It just kinda happened. I mean, when I started SL, I found KK a fascinating place. I liked hanging out there. When my friend Manequin got hired as a model, she suggested I ask too. I did and I was shocked when Daphne hired me. And I have to admit, it's a wonderful job. It's like one big family, and honestly, better then may alternative jobs I could have taken. So, I did my best, and tried to be friendly and enthusiastic. That wasn't hard, given how fun KK can be. Soon Daphne asked me to help with the fashion shows, and then more recently, to help train models. Given how much I just like to help, I was glad too. I guess it just amazes me sometimes how much I like working at KK and how glad I am I got hired on there.

In one year, Ive been collared 3 times. From each, I learned something different and important. From Mya, I learned alot about role playing. She taught me the basics, and helped encourage me to grow and learn better how to role play. She also taught me how easy it is to get emotionally invested. When she left, it hit me harder then I ever expected it too. But, I know it was the right thing for her to do and I thank her for doing it.

From Ralna, I learned the importance on honesty in a domme/sub relationship. Ralna knows more about me then just about anyone. I've told her things I wouldn't tell anyone else. She also taught me patience and loyalty. I told her once that we would be BFF, best friends forever, and through thick and thin, I've stood by that promise Also, our relationship showed me how hard it can be if two people are in two different time zones.

Finally, from Kiki, I learned the lesson that I shouldn't rush into things, that it's best to make sure that I know what I want before I say yes. Kiki, I apologize for saying yes, then leaving almost right away. I realize that I wasn't ready.

Speaking of collars, apparently, I'm a total catch of a sub. I have gotten dozens and dozens of offers from many different types of dommes. While, they have slowed down a bit now that I announced I'm not looking to be collared anymore, I still know a few people that ask on a regular basis. It's very flattering, especially given that my knowledge about being a sub, was pretty much gained in the one year since I've been here.

I also have to mention my partner, Jango. She is a sweety, very kinky and very loving at the same time. We recently parted ways. The split was mutual. She met someone in RL and I didn't want to cause any confusion. After all RL comes first. Always.

I've made many other close friends; Kitti, Daphne, Amea, Kalira, Aru, Gob, Tape, Tara, Ravena, Leticia, Dreampaint, Alanya, and many many others. Some, like Leticia, I've known for almost the whole time I've been here. Others, like Dreampaint, I just met. But, there each and every one special to me. One thing that always amazes me is just how international SL is. I have friends from all over the planet; Lots from Germany (I remember one occasion I was the only non-German speaking person in a crowd of people. And I knew every one of them), England, Australia, Canada, and China. Heck, I even met someone from Iran once. Now that surprised me.

I've also lost some friends too. In some cases we just drifted apart. Schedules in RL make it hard sometimes to meet up. In others, they just disappear. Two in particular, Maniquin and Nikki, I miss alot. I hope there doing OK. If either of you see this, drop me an email or an IM. I'd love to hear from you.

I've found out more about hypnosis in one year then the whole rest of my life put together. I went from being a curious sceptic, to a full believer. It truly amazes me what the subconscious mind can accomplish.

I also learned that looks can be deceiving. I was surprised to find just how many people out there play the opposite sex then they are in RL. Mostly, it seems to be men playing women, but I know there are women playing men out there too. Honestly, I don't care at all what someone plays in SL even if I know their RL sex. I treat them as they choose to play.

I've also found that there are a lot of submissives out there. If I was more comfortable with being a domme, I might even consider taking a few myself. That's actually something else I've found. I do have a domme side, ands apparently, I'm a pretty good one. But I never seem to be comfortable in doing it

I also got to see some rather unpleasant things as well. I remember once having a total stranger walk up to me and offered to give me a few thousand Lindens (A couple buck US dollars) if I'd strip for him via webcam. I've heard horror stories of Gor, seen abusive D/S relationships, and had many occasions where a total random stranger had IMed me looking for sex. But, even with that bad, the good monentsa far outwigh them by a large margin.

So, one year ends, the next begins. What lies ahead, I don't know. But, I will say, I'm not planning on stopping playing SL anytime soon. See you there!

Bad news

We,, as some of you may know, I'm having computer problems. My laptop up and died on me. This means I'll likely be away from SL while it's getting repair since I don't have another computer capable of running it. Which sucks. Alot. The good part is the laptop I have it totaly warrentied. So I don't have to pay a dime to get it fixed. The bad part is I have to mail it back to the manufacturare to get it repaired. So it looks like it will be a week or two before I'm back in SL full time. I do have acces to a computer that can run SL, but it's my parents. And honestly, I'm not sure that I want to introduce them to Yora, LOL. See you all real soon. TTFN!

Halloween greetings!

Hello one and all! Sorry it's been so long since the last update. RL has been incredibly demanding lately. I just finished the mid term project and I am about halfway through my schooling! Woot! Still, I wanted to do a post and give everyone an update. Yes, I am alive. Yes, I am still in SL. no, I'm not owned right now, nor am i looking to be owned. Yes, I am stil looking for new kinks and fetishes to try out. And yes, i will do a more sudstancial update soon,I promice.

Till then see you later!

A Super Mega Mondo favor for all my readers!

OK, I have a REALLY big favor to ask all of you out there. Daphne Goodnight, who's co-owner of Kayliwulf Kingdom, as well as my boss and a really close friend is in a contest right now. Here's the announcement I got on it.

Daphne is now officially entered in SL's 12Avatars contest, which is selecting 12
beautiful women in SL to be in the new calendar. If you would like to see our lovely princess in print, please get over to the contest and vote, and encourage anyone else who feels Daphne should be selected to vote as well!

I REALLY want to see Daphne win this. She deserves it so much. So, if you feel the same and want to see her win, PLEASE vote for her! The voting is in the Tellus Convention Center, Tellus IV sim. (34, 231, 23). These XYZ coordinates will take you right to her picture. If not, her voting spot is Column 10, picture H. You can also IM me for a LM and I'll gladly show you exactly where her picture is. Bellow is two pictures of her to let you see which picture is hers and to see that she SO deserves to win!

Inflatable love!

So, this post is one I've been meaning to do for a LONG time. I want to show of my blow-up doll AVs! Unfortunetly, I can't due them nude. Photobucket yanked the pics for ToS violation. Guess digital representations of an inanimate love object isn't OK, LOL. Sooooo, if anyone wants to see them nude, just IM me in SL and I'll be more then happy to model them :-)






Anyway, first up is the Dark Delights lovedoll I mentioned wayyyyy back in January. (Wow, I can't beleve it's been that long already.) It's the first, and for a long time only, blow-up doll AV I could find. Still looks pretty good i think.





Next is the second one i got, the brainless lovedoll from JapCatz. It look...well...different. Kinda cute. but, i don't know not my favorite. The best thing it's got going for it is the brainles kinda hop-skip that comes with. kinda sexy/creepy.






Finally is the Rubber Sexdoll from Rei Gynoid. I have to say I LOVE this one! It has a prim, hairpiece, mouthsheath, and sex, that all lock. It has a total sex obect look to it.

A new RPing area

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Oh the things you will be down by the sea

So, time once again to show off more transformations and AVs I've found. this time, I think I'll actually do a theme to it. So, without further adu, to the beach!


First up is on of two variant mermaids i got at Grendel's Children; The shark mermaid! This one looks pretty nice. Very sexy, yet a bit dangerous.






Next up, from the depth of the ocean, is the deep see siren. The coolest part of it (which you can't see 'cause it got cut off in the picture) is the little dangly glowey fishing lure on the forhead. It even glows green, which looks pretty creepy at night.






The final beach critter is somethig with a bit less spine; a jellyfish1 this one is so wierd looking! Yet there's something about it. The neat thing is you flot with all three of these AVs so no worries if you want to take them on land LOL






Lastly, we come to my favorite; A ship figurehead AV. There's something about the look of a ships figurehead. Ever since i saw the movie Cabin Boy, i find the thought of being one kind of appealing. I mean, yes you wuodn't get played wit. but I like the idea. I honestly don't remember where I bouht this one from though.






Here's a picture of my friend Amea standing on my deck. I TPed her over, not telling her what I was. As you can tell, she's a little puzzled where I'm at, LOL.






On another notw, is anyone out there reading my blog? I mean i enjoy writing it, but I don't get a lot of posts. I wouldn't ven mind if people just posted "I like!", "Good job!" or "You suck" (Ok, I would mind the you suck comments. But atleast it would let me know people out there are reading this LOL)

Transformation Fashion Show 2: Electric Boogaloo

So, a while back Tindo and Kalira invited me to tag along while they were shopping. We went to a place called Grendel's Children. This shop is AMAZING! Lots of really cool fantasy, transformation related, and animal avatars. Ad the best part/ There all really affordable. I got a few of them for only $5. And they look wonderful! I spent a ton the first time I was there, but I got over 2 dozen AVs. Here's a few of my favorites.



The mermaid kit (actually the Siren kt as it's called there) is a pretty cool ideaYou get multiple fin patterns that you can color yourself any shade you want. That way, you can totally customise your own mermaid look. I even did a latex mermaid one night while I was modeling at KK. But stupid me, I forgot to snap a picture.




Next up is the harpy AVs. I absolutely LOVE these! They really grab people's attention when you wear them, since I haven't seen many bird AVs in SL. Each one comes with a AO as well, so when you fly, your wings actually flap!






Next up, we go from half bird/half girl to all bird. This was one of the MANY animal AVs that were there. it also comes with a HUD, so you can squawk andmake all sorts of parrot noises.There's a lot of other animals there too. I personally got the butterfly, scorpion, horse, and lots of others. I'll be sure to show a few next update.



Finally, we move from fauna to flora. These Dryad AVs were only $5 each. And there's so cool! I got the summer and fall maple dryads, the dandelion dryad (which is SO CUTE!), and the cactus dryad. Jango even made me a flower pot to plant me. Hehehe.

So, It's looking like I might be back in SL soon. I'm hoping by this next weekend. I really miss all my friends there, and I hope to see you all real soon!

Timer Update!

so remember the timer i told you Tindo made? Well, she's selling it! Go to Kalira's school for Dollification and you can buy it there! Well worth it, 'cause it's a LOT of fun to play with!

My friends in SL: Tindo

So let me tell you all about my friend Tindo. I met her a while back when she IMed me asking about the Hypnotron. Whe chatted a bit and I found she’s big in the Transformation Role-Play group. Tindo is very nice and really creative. I guess the best way to describe her is a mad scientist. She’s always making something. And almost all of them are unique, offbeat, cool things I’ve never seen anyone else think of. Here’s a few that she let me have to play with

People ball – This is so much fun! You climb into the ball, and all that’s sticking out is your head, hands and feet (Kinda reminds me of Violet Beauregarde from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Hehehe). Once you’re in it you can’t move….unless you click on the ball. If you do you go flying up into the air! It even works if anyone else clicks on your ball. Tindo, Ilana, Jango, and I were all playing with these at my skybox. Even though I put up 20 meter walls, we still went flying all over the sim! Tingo kept tweaking them as we were playing, even dropping in a secret command that put us into orbit! Jango and I have pestered her a bit about the possibility of making a hippy-hop version, so someone else can ride on you while you’re in the ball.

Plug in – This is a new one Tindo just made. She got the idea when I showed her my wind-up doll AV, and she whipped this up in a flash. It’s a battery pack with power plug that fits in your back. There’s also a wall power socket to plug into. Basically, you plug in and recharge. Once fully charged, you go about your business as normal. The battery slowly ticks down. When it gets really low, it starts to beep. Once it runs all the way down, you slump over, like a broken doll. This was kind of the basis of the wind-up timmer she just made.

Mask of Emotions – This was a really funny item she made. It’s a mask that you wear. Any time you type an emoticon, like ;) or :p , the mask displays it. It’s a great way to show people just how you feel.

Besides that, Tindo is a bit on the kinky side too. She even introduced me to CARP, or Captured Role Play. Basically, you put on a tag that says what you are (sub/prey or domme/predator) and wander around a maze. If you're prey and a domme catches you, you either have to give them a piece of clothing, or let them do what they want with you. Tindo and I set our messages describing what we would do as “Stays with Yora / Tindo” mostly ‘cause I had no clue what to do if caught. That what they get one of us, they got us both. We also set as Lesbian only. Tindo recommended it because a lot of the guys there are not that bright (Seriously, why are a lot of guys in SL total morons when it comes to RP and such? Most just wanna play with Xcite toys. Not that there’s anything wrong with using them. But I like to play too). We didn’t have any luck the only time we did it. There wasn’t a lot of female dommes there. And those that we kept seeing already had caught someone. Oh well. We’re going to try again sometime.

RL comes first

So, I have bad news for everyone. Unfortunately, I've gotten a bit behind in my classes. As such, I have to take a break from SL to catch up. It's not something I really want to do. But I have to. After all, like the title of this post says, RL comes first. I will still be updating my blog though, so check back every so often. And feel free to email me or post1 I love to hear from you! See you all real soon!

Yora the wind-up doll

So today, I was invited to my Mistress's house for the first time. It's a nice place, big and beautiful looking. Tindo and Sarae were there already. Both were puppies now! Mistress had them show me there trick where they pretend to be human. They stood up and explained to me that Mistress had told them a secret that made a lot of sense to them. They were both pets that were only pretending to be human. So both of her Pets seemed very happy.

Mistress then left me in the hands of Toy, her other slave. Toy began to give me a backrub. I started to feel more and more relaxed as she massaged me, like all my tension, my cares, my thoughts were draining away. I remember laying down as she massaged me. Then everything went blank.

The next thing I knew I was standing up. I knew what I was. I was a doll. A wind-up doll that belonged to Mistress Kiki. I needed to be wound up every day by her. If I don't, I can't move or talk. I want to turn and tell her, but I slumped over. I hadn't been wound up today. Mistress then walked over to me and wound me up. I was so happy she showed me what i really was. i thanked her right away.

I'm going to get a little HUD timer that will count down my time left I can move. If Mistress doesn't wind me before it runs down, I can't move. For real. I'm a bit nervous about it because it could run down at a very bad time. But, honestly, it sounds like a lot of fun. I can't wait!

Just an Object.

So, my friend Tindo and her clone Sarae (Long story. I'll save it for another post) were in Kayliwulf the other day when they bumped into a woman named Kiki Huet. Kiki invited them back to her place to talk for a bit. Tindo didn't know what to expect, but I had a hunch, given she was a Mistress with a slave on a leash, that she was looking to collar them. Less then an hour later Tindo IMed me and said I was right. she accepted.

So, being a good friend, and given that this was Tindo's first time being collared, I wanted to find out more about Kiki. Play the big sister so to speak. So I contacted her and we talked for a while. And before I knew it, Kiki offered to collar me and make me her Object! Yes, Object with a capital O. She gives new names to all her slaves. Needless to say, I was a bit unsure. i did like Kiki. She was very nice to me, and I could tell she was pretty kinky too. But I had just met her.

A few days later, after much deliberation, and checking with Jango to make sure she was alright with it, I made up my mind. I told Kiki yes. so I'm her object for her to change however she wished. I have no idea what will happen to me. But, I'm very excited. And believe me I'll blog all about it!

Lights, camera, latex!

So, a few weeks back, Kim Dench approached me and asked if I wanted to be in a movie she was making about Kayliwulf. Of course I said yes;) Well, today Kim had the premere of the movie. It was a pretty good turnout and every one loved it! So, without further adu, here's the Youtube link (Since i can't figure out how to embed yet). Enjoy! And if you liked it IM Kim and let her know!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVXLw3OwTDM

BTW, I'm in three sceens total.

Super huge ginormous news!

I'm married! I met someone thanks to a mutual friend ours/ Her name is Jango Fell and she's the sweetest, nicest, kinkiest, most twisted person I've ever met in SL! Jango loves to do transformations, especialy things like clothing and shoes. She is wonderful and we just couldn't help but to partner. I'll post more in deapth and have pictures up soon! I promice!

I finally posted again!

Wow, it’s been way to long since my last update. But I’ve been really busy in both SL and RL. Finals are comic up soon in RL, and I have a couple projects to finish up. On top of that Daphne just did another fashion show not that long ago.

It was a HUGE hit! We had 80 plus people show up for this one. It was the first real time a large amount of people were on Kayliwulf West, and Lazarus had to increase the limit a few times to let everyone on. There were a lot of small snags that we hit during the show, but over all, it went really well. Everyone in the audience LOVED it!

One cool thing that happened is that after the first fashion show, Daphne asked to have me and Jen, and other model at Kayliwulf, help out more with all future ones. She even made us fashion show managers! Daphne made me feel so honored. Honestly, I just like to help out and I loved doing the show more than anything else.

One very nice thing is someone sent me pictures! I was hopping for someone to take a few pictures, since when I’m walking, I’m a bit busy. A very nice person by the name of Wuf Shirabyoshi sent me a link to a website he set up for the show. http://wufshirabyoshi.nl/fashionshow/fashionshow.stm Check it out to see me and the other girls from KK strutting our stuff! What’s really cool is Daphne is talking about filming video of the next one and posting it on YouTube!

On another, slightly less happy note, Ralna and I had a bad fight over the last weekend. We’ve made up, but the end result is she’s no longer my primary owner. Honestly, I’ve gotten a bit burnt out on ownership. I’m going to try being free again. Ralna and I are still close though. BFF. She’s still secondary owner on my collar. This lets her hug or kiss me any time she wants. And I’m glad I’m still part of a family. I feel close to Ralna and Bibi, my SL sister

Finally, I set up my skybox! It’s a nice little place I can call home. I’m still working on it, but so far I have a garden, complete with various tables and chairs to sit in….or to be turned into, LOL. I’ll get some pics sooon!

A Sticky Situation

Fist of I feel like such a slacker. It's been two weeks since my last post and I feel bad. RL has been hectic, with school sucking up much of my time. From now on I'm going to try to post at the very least weekly

Anyway, I recently found that one of my more unusual fetishes is in SL; Glue. It sounds weird, but i really like the thought of being glued to something, being stuck and not able to get free. I guess it's because it had the immobility of bondage, without being tied up. Just apply a little glue and viola, instant bondage.

So far there's only one stuck place in SL, Sitting Pretty. I stumbled across it one day as I searched for oddball places. When I arrived he first thing I saw was a massive puddle of industrial strength glue spilled on the floor. So needles to say, I stepped into it. I was totally stuck! I struggled a bit, to no avail. Eventually I managed to get free, but not after I took a few pics





Next I checked out the item that the store is named after, the glue covered stool. It's a simple item, but one that's silly and kinky at the same time. Basically, your butt is glued to the stool and you walk around with it attached. I got quite a few comments on it. It was kind of embarrassing, which is something else I like.

Strike a pose! 2

The show was a smashing success! Everything went of pretty much without a hitch, which is amazing considering SL ;) At one point, I was told there were 86 people on the sim, most of them at the show. I didn't get a chance to snap many pics, 'cause I was a little busy walking the catwalk. But I got one of us backstage all waitig for our cues, and one at the end of the show of us all coming out showing off the latex prisoner uniforms that Kayliwulf just put out ;)

Of dolls and latexification

As many of you know, one of my greatest fantasies is to be turned into a doll. And while i like all types of dolls, my favorite ones I like to fantasize bout becoming are blow-up and latex dolls. The thought of being nothing more than a sex toy, somethingto be used by someone for there pleasure, it really turns me on. That's why, when Ingrid showed off her latexification machine at Kayliwulf, I went gaga.

First thing you do is get in the machine and sit on the dildo and plug. Your arms and legs are then spread wide and bound. And a breahing mask is strapped over your mouth and nose, for reasons tht will soon become obviouse ;)



The plug and dildo then give you a nice cleaning inside. Ingrid aked me if I thought this was gross, but honestly, I thought it was just perfect ;)



Next, you get sprayed with a delapitory spray, taking of your hair and clothes. Your then bald as a cue-ball and naked, ready for the next step.





At this point, you have the option to get sprayed with a bonding agent before the latex. If you do, the latex is permanent. Once you decide this, next comes the color choice. For my first time through, I picked black.

After you pick, the latex sprays out of jets, compleatly coating you head to toe.



Once your coated, the drying sequince begins. The whole chamber heats up and the latex coating shrinks tighter and tighter, almost compressing you.



Once your all dry, your ready to go, a perfect latex doll. I LOVE this machine! I've been through it a half dozen times already and I just can't get enough of it. The best part is there some great plans in store for for it that I can't give away quite yet ;)

Strike a pose!

So Daphne, my boss at Kayliwulf, is putting on a fasion show tomorrow. And I'm in it, as is alot of the girls from Kayliwulf! This is the first showthat I know of that Daphne has put on. And I think it's going to be a blast! The show is 12 to 2 pm Linden time at the Eden Revue club. Very cool place. Drop by and watch me strut my stuff.

i feel like such a supermodel lately between this and my photograph sessions. I met a really nice guy named Jole March. He's a friend of Ravena and a extremly talented photographer. He asked if I'd like to model for him, and beimg one alway up to experiancig new things, I said yes. I had a fantastic time. I loved to pose, expecially since Joel was in total control. One click and I changed possitions like a puppet ;) He got pics of me in latex (Lots of latex LOL) and in my neko AV, which he loved!

You can find some of the pics at www.flickr.com/photos/7900123@N07. You need a flickr account to sign in, but it's pretty easy to get one. Joel says he wants to take more pics and I told him I'm ready and rarin' to go any time he is.

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